2017母亲节 (2017/05/15)

 
她的诗歌：
Walking Rixi together on weekends
Looking at traveling destinations
Coming home to you after time with friends
Working out difficult math equations.

Strong words filling the room, building tension
Long and awkward car rides, unspoken thoughts
Echoes everywhere, hating self-reflection.
Regretting our words each time we fought

Signature phrases, warm laughs, eye contact
Feeling grateful out of nowhere, soft smile
Resolving arguments, making a pact
Soaking in peace, hoping it'll last a while.

We've been entwined by fate's design
We're bound together 'til our lives resign.

没有可以秀的早餐。所谓的breakfast in bed，真是美国的精英文化的体现。
聪去了Hershey Park的orchestra trip，说很多孩子都在那里买给母亲节特制的巧克力。聪说，她知道我只喜欢dark chocolate，而且coca至少要70%以上。她问了工作人员，有没有dark chocolate？结果只有60%的coca的。所以没有给我买。我说，“你made a correct decision。”

早晨领Rixi走了5英里：她在花丛里使劲闻。


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马不停蹄地看“实习医生格蕾”，
第六季，第二集，大家都因为乔治的去世而悲伤，每个人都有自己去对待，处理悲伤的方法。
剧中说，“Grief may be the same thing we look in common, but it looks different on everyone.
It is not just the death that we have to grief, it's life, it's loss, it's changed. And when we wonder why it has to suck so much sometimes, has to hurt so bad... the thing we gotta try to remember is that it can turn on a dime...that's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how your survive...
Grief comes in its own time for everyone... in its own way.
So the best we can do, the best anyone can do... is try for honesty.
The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief, is that you can't control it.
The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes...and let it go when we can .
The very worst part is that the minute you think you're past it, it starts all over again.
And as always, every time, it takes your breath away.
5 stages of grief:
denial
anger
bargaining
depression
acceptance”





睡姿无限、两个娃